It looked much bigger when we were young.
Not because we were smaller—because we were more imaginative. Hallways for running, kitchens for stealth, verandahs for lurking.
An afternoon held an adventure: a dusty trunk, an invented game, light through the jali. We lived in deep time. Not clocks. Weight.
The house remains. Same walls, but the hallway is just a hallway. The kitchen hides nothing. It does rekindle that expansive feeling, though — which is strange, because we're witnessing the expansive past and the present at once.
As children, a crack in the wall was a river. A locked room was worth a summer. Adulthood is the withdrawal of this attention. We learn not to notice.